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Thursday, January 22, 2015

Dream of Sinking Ship

It was me, you, friends and family.
I dream of a sinking ship. I was terrified and there's nothing that I can do about it.
I watch as the wave hits. We were going down.

There I was, million feet under the sea watching the ship....

It certainly feels strange and creepy.
Like many others, I immediately went to Google about it.

The water symbolizes both the mind and the soul and the culmination of those two things into what we call emotions. The water is basically a metaphor, in our dreams, for our own emotions, and a boat is our own ability to cross through those emotions and to navigate our own feelings. 

If you dream of your boat sinking this is a sign that you need to try harder in the future to control the way you feel. You have not been able to handle yourself the way that you should. Even though sometimes it can be a good thing to express your emotions, when you see a boat sinking in your dreams this is a sign that what you have been doing lately is not the good or constructive kind of emotional expression. You have gone beyond the realm of mere expression and these are now being translated into outbursts. You simply cannot keep control of yourself any longer.
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Did I went outta control?
I don't know. The bad temper always hit. 



Toothache killing, 
grumpy xin.  

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Promises.

Here I am, sitting in a cafe having some lone time on a peaceful Sunday.
Dad called yesterday saying that he felt as if he has one daughter lesser nowadays. As much as I wanted to go back but, to think of the mayhem might happened later just doze me off.

I usually handle all personal & work stuff using company's laptop and here I am,
typing from my own. Found some photos that's stored in desktop and flipping it through.
I thought of this day, last year.
No friends, no money, no home, no job, depression, lost.
It amazes me how did I walked through the days.
I don't remember how did it happened. From negative to zero to positive.

I don't deny things happened, they all happened for a reason.
It taught me well, to be strong, to be tough, good enough to be myself.
Well, people paid heavy price to get this far, the best option is to make it count by moving forward.

That was then, this is now.
Living in a society where promises are made like they're made to be broken.
I have promised myself a huge one since last year and it is due in approximately two months time.

Time is due soon and I can't wait to see it.

xx,
L.






Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Fifteen Hours.

Not sure whether it was because of the rising pressure from work, or any build up little issue back home is bothering me. I rant, I rage easily, I then start thinking too much - negatively.

I want to talk. I need to talk. The repeating dream every night, it is driving me nuts.
In a office that is full of products, in a bed that's filled with papers, and I was running in a jungle made from numbers. Eyes are everywhere, mostly staring with disagreement.
It must be the year end thingy.

Well, one more week.
Ending the year end sales meeting, just another week to go - for the very little details to be done for closing. I want this to be over quickly!


I think I should go for a real shopping spree to kick these nonsense off.

15 hours till year 2015, tic toc.
L.


Saturday, December 27, 2014

Ending 2014, Making WithLouise Alive!

It has been a while since I last blogged.
Well, the last post was more than a year ago. I guess I forgot about it until Pagan asked me for it.
It's not that my life is dull or extremely eventful, it was ... normal. Twenty Fourteen has been a good year to me.
A roller coaster ride from life experience in work, friendship, family, finance and everything that gave me a shock but thank God, I survived it.

Imma gonna be random as I type.
Random events, random stories, random jokes, anything that run across my mind now.

I've learn that people come and go. I've learn that you are only strong because you've been weak; I even have the thoughts of putting a tattoo to it so that I do not fall again.
I've learn to start from zero, literally. Climbing up was tough but it was all worthy. I'm grateful that I met wonderful peoples and have amazing friends that never judge during my tough time, and the helps and encourages advises I get.

I've gained 10 kgs in a year and that puts a frown on my face! But now that I'm back to normal, I then come to realization that, isn't everything supposed to be this way? Things will be back to normal no matter how terrible, horrible it went.

Speaking of the weight gained, I discovered a way to lose weight that caters all you alcoholics out there. Good news? More beer!
I changed my diet a little by cutting carbs (once a day, usually breakfast), normal lunch (without carbs), and beer for dinner! In 3 months, I threw 7 kgs outta window! Now, do not tell me anything that says beer is fattening or highest calories among all alcohol. The fattening part comes from your supper, or any snacks that you're holding on your hand now I assume.

And that, puts me back to cooking. I love cooking. I love baking. I love the smells in the house whenever someone's cooking. For this I've started a small business, selling food in a jar. Mainly healthy bites or upon request for client's occasions. It feels great to look at the little jars of happiness.
On a side note, a couple of friends started their own business too! It certainly feel good to see friends around growing their hobby or interest steadily into business (I always agree to doing what you're liking is best thing to grow). The little effort that comes from everyone to help, the ups and downs.

I've quit the alcohol industry and got myself a job in a FMCG supplying company thanks to Christine. Instead of helping the lost souls now, I'm supplying happiness products! I love my job. I no longer need to stay up till late for work. I no longer need to drink for drinking. I'm enjoying my drinks just like how I used to be! I love the hangout sessions with friends instead of visiting different pubs and clubs days and nights. I'm spending more time at home with the love ones. I'm healthier, I guess.  >.<

I'm back to diving, the silent and beauty in the sea still fascinates me like mad! I still travels, but it is subjected to the availability from work. I shall post up some photos sometime soon.

Ok, that's too much typing. I think I should spend more time here, again.
Now, its about time for a beer.

Till then,
L.



Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Hennessy Artistry HALO 2013.

What's up party people? Anticipating one of the greatest party in town that's happening on 2nd of Nov much? Back in 2008, Hennessy Artistry forever changed the Kuala Lumpur clubbing scene with their Hennessy Artistry parties which featured great entertainment, great ambience and of course some awesome Hennessy long drinks!
After the last Hennessy Artistry party which was in Penang earlier this year, the wait for the finale of this year’s Hennessy Artistry – The Global Art of Mixing (or as we like to call it the Hennessy Artistry HALO) is finally over!

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This year’s Hennessy Artistry HALO will undoubtedly feature a solid line up of artists from East and West and our very own Malaysia and is set to take place at the Malaysia International Exhibition and Convention Centre (MIECC) in Mines Resort City on 2 November 2013 from 7.00pm to 1.00am..
Party goers can expect to be entertained by an eclectic mix of Western and Eastern musical genres, styles and cultures. The performers for the night will be British song bird and vocal powerhouse Neon Hitch, famous for her Billboard chart topper “Love U Betta”, and her collaboration with Gym Class Heroes on “A** Back Home”; Korea’s rising star NS Yoon-G, who has performed with the likes of Jay Park; progressive house guru Dmitry KO, famous for his collaboration with Starkillers on “Odessa”; world-renowned trance hard-hitter Jochen Miller, who was featured in Armin’s “State of Trance” mix album; and Malaysia’s very own electro and techno DJ heroes Lapsap.

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.Neon Hitch
The latest female firecracker from Britain, Neon Hitch has established herself as a Billboard chart topper with her single “Love U Betta”. She has also performed and collaborated with A-list artists such as Gym Class Heroes on their hit song “Ass Back Home”, Ke$ha on “Bla Bla Bla”, as well as Bruno Mars and Imogen Heap. Join us and experience this vocal powerhouse as she takes the party to the next level at H-Artistry KL 2013.
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LapSap
LapSap is Malaysia’s duo house music heroes which consist of DJ Xu and DJ Blink, who have banded together for the sole purpose of bringing the electro and house scene in Malaysia to the next level. With countless sold-out gigs both local and around the world, this dynamite-duo is set to give party revelers a taste of Asian inspired electro and house tunes at H-Artistry 2013!
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Jochen MIller
Injecting his signature crossbreed of progressive, electro and trance beats to his music, Holland’s Jochen Miller embodies the new decade’s freeform, Big Room soundscape. Featured in Armin’s “State of Trance” album, Jochen will be treating party revelers to fast and explosive trance hits at this year’s H-Artistrty KL!
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.Dmitry KO
Progressive house guru Dmitry KO has been setting fire to the dance floor since emerging on the stage in 2009 with this individualized style of traditional house music. Famous for this collaboration with Starkillers on “Odessa”, see him live at H-Artistry 2013 as he brings the house down!.
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NS Yoon-G
Regarded as a one of Korea’s most sought after solo female acts, NS Yoon-G has worked with top acts like Jay Park on her hit single “If You Love Me”. Having rocked H-Artistry Hong Kong with her explosive energy earlier this year, K-Pop fans in Malaysia will be treated to an unforgettable night of vocal belting and hip-swaying when Yoon-G takes stage at H-Artistry KL 2013!

Now as smartphones basically rule our lives, you can download the MY Hennessy Mobile App from the App Store or Google Play which will enable you to enjoy a new party experience.
Now just how do you get passes to this awesome super club event?
Simply purchase Hennessy V.S.O.P at participating outlets!
Every purchase of ONE Hennessy V.S.O.P 70cl comes with TWO exclusive invites the purchase of TWO Hennessy V.S.O.P 70cl bottles comes with FIVE exclusive invites.
In addition to that, My Hennessy members can also earn the H-Artistry invites using the MY Hennessy app through collection of points by using the app’s feature and redeem the invites using Hennessy Exchange.

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If you are a social media addict, feel free to share your memorable Hennessy Artistry moments on social media using #HARTISTRYKL
As always, do not over drink and make sure you pace yourself in order to fully enjoy the party. Hennessy is a responsibly brand and thus complimentary mineral water will be provided throughout the night, while food stalls will also be available outside the venue for everyone to recharge during and after the event.
Hennessy Artistry – The Global Art of Mixing strongly advocates responsible drinking and works towards ensuring the safety of each and every guest at the event. Among the safety and security measures that will be implemented at the upcoming party are:

- The organizers of H-Artistry strongly encourage party-goers to take a taxi to the event, as parking spaces at MIECC will not be available. Taxis will also be available at the event for party-goers to return home. Or you could always book at room at the Mines Wellness Hotel which is right next door!

- A chill-out zone within the venue will be set up for party goers to relax after the party has ended. A free-flow of mineral water will be provided for everyone.

- Food and drink vendors will be made available outside the event venue for guests to relax and recharge after the party.

- Medical personnel will be on standby throughout the night in case of any emergencies.

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SEE YOU AT THE PARTY!
Malaysia International Exhibition and Convention Centre (MIECC)
Jalan Dulang, MINES Resort City, Seri Kembangan,
43300 Seri Kembangan, Selangor, Malaysia
Google Map Link: http://goo.gl/maps/K8JtJ
H-Artistry is open to non-Muslims above the age of 18 only.

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Weekend at TDH Cider Saturday Massacre!

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I know I'm a little too late as it's touching mid of the month already but #niggasaywhuuuut? Better late than never. Out of many drunken days in the past few months, I find this particularly amusing and yea, counted as one of the best day ever!

I woke up hungover of one beautiful Saturday and decided to go for brunch with the #barefootchics group. Just when I thought I could get another 20 mins of sleep, Caryn said "No, get ready and I'm on my way to pick you up, let's go somewhere."

For us being us. Coffee sounds strange, pretty sure our body's autopilot system would direct us to our right place. So yea, started with my favorite booze/boost of the day - Bloody Mary w lotsa lotsa lotsa tobasco at Circus KL. -_-

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If you have to ask if it's too early to drink...You're an amateur & we can't be friends. 

Nowadays taking car seems to be too mainstream. Our friends are busy flying all over the world than being in town. Hours of catching up with the #barefootchics with drinks and taaadaaaa, off we go to TDH madness Cider Saturday! (Ten bucks/each for any cider in the house!)

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As we all agreed to go slow with the silent killer, it went perfectly well for the.... first 90 minutes I would say.
Photos were great, peoples talking, everything's normal.

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#barefootchics (short of one) w the manager? 

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Then sh*t happened. Sorry, I mean #HAVOC happened!
What do you expect? The booze was cheaper than petrol!

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To the partner in crime that started the whole ''judgement'' treat.

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#Victim 1: Don.

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#Victim 2: Sam.

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#Victim 3,4,5,6,7,.....lost count. Do your math. :P

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Holding a bottle of killer in my hand, that's where my memory went lost.

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Nothing could  beat a whole day of cider tossing, surrounded by cherish people on my favorite day.


Cheers,
LouiseXin