Night talk.

I woke from a dream in the morning and there I lied on my bed, couldn't stop wonder, life is fragile.. or humans are? Lately I've realize that death approach us easily without any noticeable sign. 2 suicide cases in 5 days around, fragile we may seem? Was it because of pressures , or was it just a second of negative thoughts and brought it up to the end?

I am fragile, it takes only a second to destruct something that I've spend ages to built up. Is not about the level of understanding people's saying, not about I have no idea how things can be solve. Afterall, nothing can be undone right? So long, so much, so heavy. But no, not a way that i can run away. Avoid the truth is not my way of dealing with issues.

String breaks too when you’re pulling it too hard. Yes, easily broken. Saddening incidents happens and is that making us stronger, or weaker to fight? Sometimes as we look up at the night sky, we upset there was no sign of cherish can be seen. Disappointment, failures, hopeless, tears, broken down. People always choose to look at the darker side, why? The thoughts of giving up came across my mind are not lesser than fingers we can count, yet I'm still standing, breathing.

Endless rain on a friday night....

- to be continue

Mii twin sister?

Alike not?

You tell me! :)

Year End 2010'

Couldn't believe is coming to the end of the year, again.

This is what we called time flies isn't it? :)

Surprisingly a huge changes compare to the previous year, my schedule is always full and time is 24/7 fully occupied.
Year is painted with numbers of gatherings, happening parties, sweetest time w family and not forgetting the assignment and project that puts bullet in my head at all time!

Seems to be in dilemma. Finishing my degree in another 7 months.

Somehow i wish the time could pass slower so that i can thoroughly enjoy every second of what I'm having at the moment. No one likes to enter the cruel society so soon am i not right? 8-|

Sometime I look into the tick-tock and secretly wish it could go faster as its possible, to get myself out of this extremely stressful life.

Look backwards, go through all the photos I've taken over the year, not much yet self-reminded how much I've gone through w friends and family. A few close friend got married, a few left me and went pursue their dream/studies somewhere far out there, everything is indeed unforgettable.

Upset for the leavings. Afterall, we laughed and cried together once.

To share a very helpful knowledge I've learn this year,

The purpose of life, is to find the purpose of life, which implies the answer to the universe and everything.

-Told by mii butterflyz-

Have you find your purpose already? :x

J's wedding day

Remember i blogged about my night in Sunway Resort some time ago? Stories continue right here..

Eventhou we locate in one of the very good hotel in Subang,
eventhou we know and understand that we are prohibit to smokes/burn inside the room but.. the bride doesn't seems to care about it and there she go, following the traditional procedures,

lighted up the praying sticks,



insist i should photograph this,



and, yay! :D



Leave her room around 1 something and off we went for yamcha session for some catch up. You know, we don't meet up all the time. Thought we are so strong that can stay up till sunrise but everyone knocked-off 2hours before we should get our ass ready. I-)

So, one and half hour later,

as usual, I'm the first and only one to get up, and when I'm almost done,



here comes Shayli missy rushing for her makeup.



Shouted at the rest of them but... ~X(





No one willing to open their eyes!



So i went over J's room, and she's almost done too! :)



So gorgeous isn't she? O:-)





And when "these" (you know what i mean) are going on...



there's a 'bitch wannabe' trying to catch some attention.



a sexy lady seems to waiting for someone,



Definitely don't know what she up for! :-?



Lets just drop the joke. :P

Is awkward to wait at the hallway but mind you, the hotel room is too small to squeeze all of us in !







My makan buddy.



The extremely lovely couple.



Just in time, i kicked away the crowds and witnessed the sweetest moment of the day. :x







and we comes to the end of the first session :)




Left the hotel and went over TTDI park for photo shooting,




And i shall blog more about it on my coming post.


Stay tuned lovelies! :x

Dedicated to a close friend of mine.

Just before i close my eyes,

It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth,
and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up,
that we will begin to live each day to the fullest,
as if it was the only one we had.

- Elisabeth Kubler Ross-

Now playing,
Joanna Wang - Times of Your Life




Gather moments while you may,
Collect the dreams you dream today...

xo loves ♥,
.xin.

Melaka, sometime ago.

The classmate and i wento Malacca for a day trip approximately 2-3 months ago, it was Hari Raya holidays if i'm not mistaken. :)

It was early in the morning and Im all ready to go!! ;;)



Started the journey with extremely good mood and expect it to be a awesome day full of foodies.



Nerdy butterflyz.



The Burmese dude, my partner in crime; thou the boyf called him sugar daddy. :P



Pinky



ChengChao, Jerry and George behind us.



Genius bunch of us who pick up the public holiday to travel and not hard to guess that we were trapped in the massive traffic jam in north-south highway all the way down to Malacca.

*frowned*



Smokes came out from ChengChao's ride on the high way and we force to stopped by for checking.



Hafta pull a stop at the resting zone to cool down the engine.



While I'm busy promoting I-phone? :-<



Finalleh there after almost 4 hours of drive and we were all starvedl! :-w



So unfortunate us where the entire Malacca town is full of human crowd where caused our initial plan failed so badly. No food, no no nothing! >:P











Tour around Jonker street w the my bunch of foreign monkeys since it was their first time there.













Finally found ourselves a river-side cafe for drinks.



Nothing could be better than having a beer during the super-duper hot weather.







Had my big bowl of yummylicious lasak which cost only... RM 4 smth or 5 then off we went back to KL.



Shall end the post w a hilarious video shoot by Myat, definitely a good laugh of the day!

xo loves,
.xin.